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QUIT.

i just had an epiphany

well not 'just' had one but it was a day ago and i decided i should write about it.  the other day i was on the computer doing whatever i was doing and then out of no where i just grabbed the phone to call my dad (it was like a reflex). 

dad: hello
me: dad where are you
dad: i'm at your uncles place
me: oh okay...i'm hungry can you buy something back to eat?
dad: yeah okay what do you want
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. and so on....

and then when i hung up the phone i said...why the fuck did i just do that.  i have more than enough food at home to cook.  then i realized that when i'm older i'll probably never get the chance again just to call up my dad whenever i'm hungry and tell him to get me something back to eat.... i wonder what i'd be like living on my own.  i'll probably die without my parents.  and yeah i do realize that i'm spoiled.  i get whatever i want whenever i want without having to do anything for it but at least i'm trying to work on it.  *sighh..i don't want to grow up.  it's a scary world out there =/  then again you would always have your family to support you no matter what and spoil you just the same as they did like you're still a kid.   anyways thanks dad, mom, sis for putting up with me and spoiling me like there's no tomorrow. 

uhh yeah...this entry sounds like i'm about to commit suicide or something. ew. so emo.  anyways thanks for reading =)

p.s
does anyone even use this xanga thing anymore?

how to turn a girl on:

a biggg fat co-                           
                                                       loured sign that says 50% off.   woohoo... dirty kids...i knew what you were thinking.  anyways, je suis fatigue parce que shauneen shopped til we dropped.  le robson est le sex, as nikki would say with her emo-ness.  we were initially going to downtown for an hour or so, but that didn't happen of course.  shaun in particular shopped her ass off whereas everything that i wanted...they didn't have my size.  ohh emm gee eff...  the addidass soft strap pink/grey flippy floppers.  je le veux so bad.  do you think it's possible for 4 STORES to have that flip flop but not my size?  do you? DO YOU?  well yes...it's very possible cus that's what happened to me.  shiballl.

uhm...yeah sry if you commented my page and i never replied back.  it's just because my computer got installed with this fire wall thingy since my computer collasped a few weeks ago.  yeah so everytime i go to a specific person's page it just escapes right away...... i'll type comments on my page if i have something to say =P.  thats all for nowwwww.  

btw..for people that aren't familiar with the reality show Big Brother UK...you're missing out.  anyways there's this 23 year old name nikki playing in this reality show.  and yeah shes 23!!! but she's sooo frikkin hilarious.  she's a drama queen....as you can see below. i laughed soo frikkin hard.  but she got evicted last week =[.  no more hissy fits and random tantrums!
famous words from nikki:
n: 'Can you digest someone else's breath?'
'yeah you can.  there's actually a lot of fat in it' (sarcastically said by another housemate)
n: 'oh reallllllllllyy?'

wow haven't updated in a while...

so...we finally passed through the finals and provincials.  another year gone by just like that.  yeah so it's summer ...blah blah went out.  late nights, fun times.  then i realized that summer school is in 3 days.   fuckk.  why did i sign up in the first place??  i don't even need it.  and possibly next year too cus i want to get into physics.  ughhg shibal.  no more free time.  annnnnnd gotta start job hunting if i want to move out of vancouver when i graduate.  ahh too much to think right now

anyways another weird and unusual morning today.  again.  not like i get disrupted enough EVERYDAY from the construction beside my house.  but when they finally get a day off cus its sunday.... some little fuckers decide to have an argument in front of my house 5 in the AM.  son of a bitch i was gonna open the window and yell go argue somewhere else dumbshits.  but then as i listened i wasn't sure to call to cops or not
it was a guy and two girls
girl #1: what the fuckkkkkkkk stupid asshole he molested me
girl #2: just go call the cops
guy: what the fuck.. you stupid bitch stop being such a fucking bitch.
girl #1:  i'm gonna go call the copssss
guy: fuck you
*then there was some struggling and girl #1 was screaming
girl #2: WHAT THE FUCK DAN STOP IT.  YOU'RE HURTING HER.  STOP IT.
girl #1: *starts crying and moaning and screaming*
guy:  FUCK YOU BITCH.  SHUTUP.  UGHGH WHATEVER I'M GOING.  WALK HOME YOURSELF BITCH.

so...yeah then girl #1 keeps on crying while girl #2 comforts her.  then they go away after 10 minutes.

uhm...yeah..was i eavesdropping??  hell yeah.  was i gonna call the cops??  i was about to until they left.  was i pissed that I was the only fucking one that heard them screamin while everyone else was sound asleep?? YESSS.  fuckk i can't even get a good night sleep without waking up 5 or 6 in the morning.

anyways no more late nights.  gotta get my beauty sleep or i'll let you guys have it the next day. 

woohoo..  i finally updated after a whole month.  and then it's gonna be another month before i update.  heh.  too bad kids.  un nyo.